Roads

I am lost on this road that I am on,
Where its to take me now I don't know.
Paths to chose from on everyside,
Which is best is still to decide
one day I will find the right path
It will be a rough and rocky but
eventually itwill end where I need to be.
Then it will turn and start all over
again leading me more and more in to the futer.
More to where I need to be to become
ther person that I really need to be,
The person that I really am.

Enough

All that you want,
is to please others,
to make them happy.
But is it worth,
pleasing everyone,
if you have to hurt,
the one person
that ment the most.

The person that,
loved you more,
than anything or
anyone else on
this intire planet.
The person that,
wanted to be there,
for you no matter what,
Who was willing to
go through good
and bad as long as
it ment they were
going to be with you.

Shouldn't it,
be enough,
there love,
your love for them,
for you to not want to
please everyone else,
but for you to please,
the one that loved you.

But its not
enough for you,
And it wil never be,
enough for you.
I will never be enough,
or good enough for you.

not enough

Love,
Its not enough for you,
to stay with me,
Its not enough for you
to fight against what,
everyone else says,
What they think,
Im not enough,
for you to be happy,
enough for you to try,
enough to give you hope,
so maybe you never,
really did love me,
becauase love should,
be enough
to fight through everything,
No matter what.

He...

he said forever,
He didn't mean it.
He said he loved me,
but Im not enough.
He doesn't know what
love really means to me.
Love is a promise,
He doesn't understand that,
he doesn't see that.
He can go out with other girls,
before he brakes up with me.
Thats not right,
Its not good,
It hurt me,
He hurt me,
He made me cry,
tell there were no more tears,
but then they came again,
and they are still coming,
because he hurt me,
he broke my hear,
and he doesn't know,
he doesn't know the
damage he has done.

Pain

He has hurt me,
But he has taught me,
so much about myself,
about what i need,
What is going to be
right for me.
and I know now that it,
is not him no matter,
how much it pains me to say it.

Hurt

He took my heart,
He stole it,
He took care of it
but only long enough
to drop it,
To stomp on it,
to shatter it into,
thousands of little peices.
He has hurt me beond repair.
I will never fully
heal from this.
I have lost hundreds of tears
for a boy who didn't care
about me enough to,
stand up for me,
to stand up for us,
and everything we were.
But I will never make,
that mistake again,
I will never love him again,
for he does not love me,
The way I should be loved.