Older Poem

Older poem found it while looking through my other blog..

Its bright out side,

but dark with in,

Rain falls down and lands on my heart,

While everything else rings with rainbows,

Lost choosing which way to go,

The clouds are gone for the moment,

but catch back up to me,

pushing me back into the darkness.

Farther then i have ever been before,

Grasping for something better,

Waiting for something good to happen to me,

and as soon as it does,

I fear of falling back into the darkness.