Lost

I have hurt you,
in so many ways.
And i regret it all,
for I have lost something,
rather remarkable.

I've lost my first
"I Love You"
My first real smile,
My shooting star.
My chance with you.

And I can cry,
And I can say Im sorry,
but I can never make
you love me again.
for you deserve,
someone so much better,
than what I could ever be.

Someone that is,
paitent and kind.
Someone to make you smile,
when you are sad.
Some that is what,
I could never be.